Introduction
Methods
Study design
Participants and setting
Data collection
Data analysis
Rigor
Ethical considerations
Results
Participant characteristics
Participant Code | Age (year) | Sex | Educational Level | Marital Status | Professional Title | Years in Nursing | Type of Workplace | Type of Employment |
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A | 34 | Female | Bachelor’s degree | Married | Intermediate | 12 | General ward | contract |
B | 34 | Female | Bachelor’s degree | Married | Intermediate | 12 | General ward | permanent |
C | 30 | Female | Bachelor’s degree | Married | Intermediate | 9 | RICU | permanent |
D | 24 | Female | Bachelor’s degree | Single | Primary | 3 | General ward | contract |
E | 27 | Female | Bachelor’s degree | Married | Intermediate | 5 | General ward | permanent |
F | 29 | Male | Master’s degree | Single | Intermediate | 7 | RICU | contract |
G | 29 | Female | Bachelor’s degree | Married | Primary | 7 | RICU | contract |
H | 39 | Female | Bachelor’s degree | Married | Intermediate | 18 | General ward | contract |
I | 43 | Female | Bachelor’s degree | Married | Intermediate | 21 | General ward | permanent |
J | 30 | Female | Bachelor’s degree | Married | Primary | 7 | RICU | contract |
K | 34 | Female | Bachelor’s degree | Married | Intermediate | 13 | General ward | contract |
Thematic results
Theme 1: Multiple Stressors
Intense workload due to high variability in COVID patients
“For some time now, the RICU has been particularly busy. Every shift is filled with resuscitation cases and the admission of new critically ill patients, usually those who need to be intubated. We borrowed much equipment from the Equipment Division, such as ventilators and high-flow nasal cannula oxygen therapy devices. We usually have enough equipment in our Department, but now we do not.” (Participant G)
“Almost all newly admitted patients are given nebulizers and oxygen and undergo urgent arterial blood gas analysis. I could not leave work on time almost daily (bitter smile).” (Participant C)
“There are many patients on oral corticosteroids, which is different than usual. I have to talk to the patients about the use and the dosage, tell them when to taper, and talk to the doctor before I give the medication. It all takes time.” (Participant I)
“Except for nursing records, I get things done during working hours. Then, I spend off-duty time writing the records.” (Participant E)
“Patients ask me questions, and maybe I am fast in my speech and, well, fast enough in my steps.” (Participant D)
“I had three days of rest and came back to work when my fever was down, and my cough has not gone away yet.” (Participant A)
Worry about not having enough ability and energy to care for critically ill patients
“There are many patients on invasive mechanical ventilation, and the biggest worry is accidental extubation. It is nerve-wracking.” (Participant F)
“Some patients are ventilated in the prone position; some are intubated, and some are not. Although the therapeutic efficacy was quite good, at least four colleagues were needed to change the position. It is a big risk at night when we are short-staffed, especially in a resuscitation situation.” (Participant G)
“I was worried about making mistakes. During that time, I had night sweats, did not sleep well, often felt weak and dizzy during the day, and was afraid that I would make a mistake while providing care because of my lack of concentration.” (Participant K)
Fighting for anxious clients, colleagues, and selves
“In my communication with patients, I have noticed that many patients are anxious, so I do more explaining than before when I give patients medication. Many patients ask me if their disease is serious…” (Participant I)
“Some patients are transferred to the RICU when their condition deteriorates, and their families have no sight of them and are very anxious every day. There is also much pressure on the doctors.” (Participant G)
“For us young nurses who are faced with so many critically ill patients who experience rapid changes in their conditions, we often have to communicate with doctors, especially senior doctors. If (we are) inexperienced, communication is slightly difficult. Additionally, because everyone has been working for a long time, it is difficult to know whether (the staff) are irritated or can communicate well with their colleagues. Because after a long shift, they may all be experiencing negative emotions.” (Participant F)
“I am not sure if it is because of my illness or because of my work. I often dream about saving patients, probably for both reasons… I hope the hospital will open a free psychiatric and sleep disorder clinic for us.” (Participant K)
“It is important to keep thinking positively. We are all in the same boat now (laughs). The other thing is to learn some relaxation techniques. Leaders should be aware of the psychological dynamics of nurses on the front line and provide psychological comfort.” (Participant F)
Theme 2: Mixed emotions
Feelings of loss and responsibility
“There could still be a psychological setback. I went through the 2020 pandemic in Wuhan, and then I went to another city (to offer support) and witnessed another outbreak. Previously, we thought about how to protect ourselves while helping others. This time, it is unclear how to protect ourselves while treating others.” (Participant H)
“My family members were infected. I was working hard and very busy, and I did not have the extra time or energy to care for them. My parents did not live with me, and I wanted to have time to get them some medicine and check on them. During that time, I was worried about their health because the risks for older people were high. I was worried that their health conditions would become more serious, and I was not caring for them.” (Participant I)
“I think we have to work and stick to the job. First, we have to go to work according to the schedule, which is the most important point, the duty. I cannot stay away from work just because I haven’t been infected. At this most critical point, running away at the first sign of difficulty is impossible. That is certainly not the right thing to do. The main thing is duty because that is one of the most fundamental qualities of an employee.” (Participant F)
“At the time, I had been off for 3 days. Some of my colleagues were just showing symptoms and had no breaks. I thought I should go to work so those colleagues could have breaks, so I picked myself up and came to work.” (Participant A)
Feelings of frustration and achievement
“When I came back to work after being sick, I had not fully recovered, and occasionally I moved a little slower. Some patients did not understand my situation. I felt despondent at that moment (tears).” (Participant A)
“It is very depressing. Intubated patients are difficult to wean from mechanical ventilation for an extended period, and even less severe patients still have symptoms.” (Participant G)
“Many patients expressed admiration for my hard work and understood the challenges I faced, some even telling me to take a break. Their empathy motivated me to continue making contributions.” (Participant D)
“When the patients were admitted, they were extremely unwell, struggling with speech and reluctant to move. Following treatment, they could eat independently, move about independently, and express gratitude for feeling better. Moments like this bring great happiness to me!” (Participant H)
“During this period, I received more calls from acquaintances for counselling and felt fulfilled. They asked questions, such as if azvudine was effective, and I could advise them on the optimal stage for taking medication. Consequently, I felt that I was valued and was motivated to be a respiratory nurse. We are also confident that the mortality rate in our ward is very low, and many patients have been discharged.” (Participant I)
“This experience can be considered a form of training, helping us develop specialized skills and gain personal insights. If we face a similar emergency in the future, we will possess greater knowledge and skills regarding how to tackle it.” (Participant F)
Feelings of nervousness and security
“My workmates falling ill affected me. I did not know what the symptoms would be if I got it. It was that uncertainty. Therefore, going to work caused anxiety at the beginning of the outbreak. It is that feeling of not knowing if you will go down next… It is like there’s no escape.” (Participant H)
“I am feeling nervous. I am in daily contact with patients who have tested positive, and since I have elderly relatives and young children at home, I am more concerned about bringing the virus back with me. That is why, when I return home from work, I leave my clothes and shoes outside, and the first thing I do upon entering my home is shower. When I returned home, my children used to hug me, but I would say, “Stay back, stay back.” I had to take a shower before I embraced them. Will there be a second or third wave? Can elderly people and children withstand this? Will my health worsen over time?” (Participant B)
“I feel that working in a hospital makes it easier to get help if I become infected. As a respiratory staff member, I feel safe.” (Participant K)
“It is not really that worrying. I think I was in the PCCM, and if anything happened to me, everyone would save me. I’m in this department, and the backup is strong.” (Participant C)
Theme 3: Perceived social support systems
Team cohesion
“During that time, even though almost everyone was sick and very busy at work, the atmosphere in our department was amiable. Every time you were busy, others would come to help you, and so would I. No one slacked off or hid from work, and everyone worked hard. It was a positive boost because no one was dragging their feet.” (Participant B)
“In such a busy situation, our colleagues are more united. We help each other. It is more cohesive. Busier, but more in touch (smile).” (Participant C)
“After my colleagues got infected, they shared some of their feelings with me. It was not really that uncomfortable, so my mind quickly relaxed. When people’s symptoms subsided, their temperature dropped, or the pain in their bodies eased, you could sense their happiness. I also felt happy when I heard such news. I feel that this kind of happiness is different from usual.” (Participant H)
Family support
“My family was very supportive (laughs). Everyone was very supportive. They were trying to minimize my burden. Because I did not know if I was infected, but when they were infected, they drank water, took their own medicine, and took their temperature. They wore masks, and they disinfected at home. I think that this was also a kind of support. They did not delay buying food or cooking every day and did not stop cooking or eating just because they were lethargic after the infection. Therefore, I think that is a kind of support (laughs).” (Participant H)
“I think my family… my support system is stable (grin), so I think I would be fine (to work).” (Participant C)
Head nurse leadership
“Rational scheduling and decision-making by the nurse managers is important. Pairing senior nurses with junior nurses during scheduling can avoid several risks. It is also important to try to ensure that everyone gets enough rest while maximizing the potential of the frontline nurses.” (Participant F)
“One day, the on-call shift started. Zhang was on it, and she did not get a moment’s rest until the end of the shift, and neither did we. She came to help us. She helped everyone. Where we were busy, where she was, arranging that shift helped our whole team and individuals a lot.” (Participant B)
“Any shortage of supplies or equipment or emergency, just talk to the head nurse, and it all gets resolved, so it is not so draining to work.” (Participant D)
Impact of social media
“It worries me a little bit because the reinfections that are rumoured online can be scary.” (Participant C).