Introduction
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Synthesized findings
Themes and Sub-themes | Categories | Quotation | References |
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Theme 1: Interactivity of recovery challenges for ICU survivors and caregivers | |||
Life was turned upside down | Constraints revolving physical, emotional, and cognitive, social aspects | I don’t feel as though I could do things that I used to be able to do, like get up and you know, just walk here or go there or go fishing. -P* I have lots of mobility issues, bending down is just impossible. I feel dizzy. -C* | |
Grief about disconnection and reminisce | For a while, this has made me feel depressed; I am thinking, Will I ever return to my former self? -P I want us to be like before. I hope we will, but I don’t know… -C | ||
Family conflicts | My daughter was upset because I couldn’t do the things I used to! -P There’s a little bit of conflict there… [we] were never a conflicted family, and we have conflict now. -C | ||
Discrepant assessment | So, I feel grateful, but it doesn’t seem like my husband does. At the same time, I admit that he didn’t know how ill he actually was… -P | [35] | |
Distress for witnessing changes in each other | When I got into the car, he’s not an emotional person, he’s not an affectionate person. So when he got into the car, I just broke my heart. -C The heaviest part was to understand what my family and friends had been through. -P | ||
Situational overstrain | Awful flashbacks of ICU | My greatest fear was that the nightmares would return—that I had to go through this one more time. -P …It was just so…heart-breaking, the sound he made… struggling for breath…his face was terribly pale. It’s still etched in my mind. -C | |
Stark attention to information about critical illness | I cannot overcome the barrier in my mind. I know I should not, but I am not able to…I think I do not have psychological problems. -P | ||
Fear and worry | I was so happy to finally be out of it; my greatest fear in life is to run into debts again. -P And I was very, very frightened and Jill (the MFC) couldn’t come in quick enough. -C | ||
Strong vigilance in monitoring symptoms | Number one I’m terrified of catching it again. . I’m absolutely terrified. -P So, I have to hold this…just doze off, no deep sleep. -C | ||
Isolating without compassion | A tight schedule leading to reduced socialization | There have not been any social activities. I only ate together with someone on one occasion. -P I haven’t left the house since my husband was discharged. -C | |
COVID-19 pandemic impacts | There should be no difference in COVID recovery to any other recovery provision…having designated teams that you know in your area you can contact for that support. -S | ||
Misunderstanding by “outsiders” | I don’t know what they’re going through, and they don’t know what I’m going through! -P … Almost like I had to prove myself that I had had this experience… -C | ||
Stigma | How come I got to walk out and the person opposite me, I don’t think did, for instance. -P Because there are some friends who hold back also and I can understand that because some are so afraid. -C | ||
Bothered by becoming focus | The attention was positive, but it put a strain on her. -P I don’t want to be with them or to share their talks. . they asked a lot. . -S | ||
Empowerment conflicts | Self-perceived burden | So yes, it’s very humbling, to have so many people be concerned about your well-being. -P | |
Feeling of powerlessness, ignorance | My husband still takes care of everything, leaving me wondering: What am I in this family? -S | ||
Delegate conflicts | They use to take my opinion in every aspect of their lives, I can’t find this anymore. Now they consult their mother, and act as if I’m still in hospital. -S He has caused his own illness, but doesn’t want to change behaviors despite that… -C | ||
Lack of communication | My personal opinion, she could have taken a little more time off work because I think I was kind of pushed out of the boat before I was ready to swim. -S It’s too hard…(sigh)…I even wished we both died together. -C | ||
Marginalized support | Early discharge without sufficient information | After I left hospital, I don’t know who to ring. -P I didn’t think he was ready to come home when I brought him home……because I said there was just no medical care. -C | |
Feelings of unprepared and uncertainty | However, after discharge, focus was solely on my problems, and never were our problems associated with us all having experienced critical illness. -S I think it would have been helpful if someone, at the very least, taught us how to manage someone else’s frustration when they’re unwell. -C | ||
Fragmentation of care | When I called I didn’t know who it was with, what it was about and they said, “well you’re scheduled for surgery because you have gallstones”-S They should be in touch with my PCP and specialists. [The] discharge information is really vague. -C | ||
COVID-19 pandemic impacts | Just been left to get on with it, and all you hear is, we don’t know enough about COVID to know what to do. -P The first visit with the doctor was put off due to COVID-19. -C | ||
Theme 2: Independence of recovery challenges for ICU survivors and caregivers | |||
Recovery means silent suffering | Time-consuming recovery | I have had a hard struggle with morphine lately. -S | |
Demoralized by pre-morbidities and further treatment | Yes, I am feeling quite well, but my stomach is not working correctly after the morphine treatment and my legs ache strangely. -S | ||
Difficulty in coordinating hard work and rest | But I don’t think I would be where I am today, if it hadn’t been for my very, very hard work indeed. -S | ||
Survivor guilty | It’s like “why am I still here” ‘cause I don’t know-S | ||
Gap in memory | Different roles lead to different experiences | It was funny, but also hard to read [the diary]. -S He entered the ICU and then remembers nothing else. There were some brushstrokes left, it seems to me-C | |
Memory gaps widen in the absence of communication | My daughter says, “This is no longer a topic. You are well and on the road to recovery now.” Fair enough, I will not keep bringing it up. However, I think I will never be able to put this behind me. -S It’s too hard…(sigh)…I even wished we both died together-C | ||
Sacrificing to caregiving | Incredible caregiving burden | Like you’re trying to deal with your own feelings and you’re trying to deal with the person that’s sick, and then you’re trying to deal with your family and your children. -C | |
Balancing family roles | The situation was stressful. I had to become a dad, mum, worker, friend and everything. -C | ||
Negative emotions | And then there, well, I fell into depression a little bit, right? After the stress… felt sadder, lower. -C | ||
Setting aside their own affairs | I broke my leg while lifting him, but I wasn’t even treated enough…and my blood pressure went up… -C | ||
Theme 3: Interactivity of recovery coping strategies for ICU survivors and caregivers | |||
Reorientation of mindset | Redefined themselves | I do not want to be CEO again, but I want to be an active partner in the business. -S Yeah, life is a bit hard. I think a lot about a good death. -C | |
Accepting ICU experience | I feel that I have left it behind. -S Because we will never go back to those days when each of us played our own role…It was true that it was shocking…As time passed, however, there was a process of healing. -C | ||
Fill the memory gap | There are still many things that I cannot do and cannot remember. We have discussions almost every day because I have forgotten something. -S Right after discharge, we communicated through gestures… -C | ||
Cultivating inner power | Activation of inner-strength | I keep my spirits high. My ambition is to walk normally. -S And that’s what you have to pay for later, but I was still happy that I did as I did. -C | |
Faith and religion are important sources | … But right now prayer is helping me a lot and reading my Bible. -S It’s that clear. Faith moves mountains. I was convinced he was coming back and he came back. -C | ||
Changed one’s values | I’ve come to the realization that I’m not superman and I could die if I don’t take care of myself. -S The patient is getting better, albeit slowly … now I think it’s very important how the rest of the family members live their daily lives. -C | ||
Sharing burden with an open-ear | Engagement in social activities | Talking on the phone with friends and colleagues, meeting and talking…I feel at ease… -C | |
Practical assistance from others | So now I use Facebook to publish my small steps forward, and this has helped me making progress as I receive all these warm responses. -S My next door neighbor was dropping in shopping for me, and they were leaving it at the back door for me. -C | ||
Emotional outlet | It is better to talk about things than hide them -S The urge is so strong that I don’t notice or listen to people. -C | ||
Peer support | …Somebody for the family to walk alongside, too, that’s been there…at least you know you’re not alone. -S Listening to people sharing their struggles with everyday life validated my experiences. They were finally real! -C | ||
Reliance on formal care | When the physical therapy stopped, I still needed more rehabilitation. A young nurse told me about senior fitness. This is private, so you have to pay by yourself. -S Physical therapists were really helpful in getting me up and moving at the hospital and rehab. -P | ||
Refused to accept help | I am not used to asking for help. You manage on your own. -C | ||
Going through thick and thin together | Being there with | My wife is fantastic. She is taking care of me now. -S I feel good about what my family do for me …Just being there on a daily basis. -C | |
Longing for recovery at home | I exercise because I want, so badly want to go home. -S … Then when you go home and that’s cut off there, it’s like, “Oh.” Then when you get this offer. -C | [59] | |
Celebrate improvements together | You can see he is getting better and that makes you feel better. -C | ||
Family commitment | Now I spend more time with the wife and the family. -S | ||
Negotiating care level | ICU survivors valued an independent spirit | In this light one needs to look after one’s health in order to stay here a bit longer. -S I practically was just running around doing little bits for him, organizing what tablets he had to take and all this sort of thing. -C | |
Caregivers found it helpful to delegate | … And we had talked about the events, medical treatments, and so on. Now, he has the exact answers. -C | ||
Feedback mechanism worked | In the beginning, I was utterly dependent on others, but now it is much better. I can practically manage myself now. -S … From me being the one that was protected in all situations in the best possible way, to my husband who had a hard time accepting that now I wanted to do things myself. -S | ||
Theme 4: Independence of recovery coping strategies for ICU survivors and caregivers | |||
Wearing a faked smile | Avoidant coping strategies | I prefer not to think too much about it; it’s far away, it’s unreal. -S We both still struggle. That’s why I don’t tell him how I feel. -C | |
Dispersing their thoughts | To do some exercising—then you get things done, not just sit down and think. -S I drink, I lose my memory…Yes, the film cuts out… -C | ||
Put on a brave face | I try to keep smiling, but it isn’t… I find it quite hard. I try to put on a brave face, even if things are not so good. -S | ||
Developing daily routine | Developing adaptative skills | I have to use a walking frame, and if we go out, I take the wheelchair because I cannot walk more than a few meters. -S | |
Learning-by-doing mode | No one can tell us how to increase that activity level appropriately; it’s really just trial and error, so it’s a little frustrating. -S Coping with each day as it comes. -C | ||
Seeking respite | Setting boundaries | Did you do this, you do that. It’s like…All right, now I feel like I’m being babied, you know, and not trusted. -C | |
Seeking for respite programs | I need fresh air more… I want to go fishing. I want to get out. -C | ||
Focusing on their own priorities | You need permission to also take care of yourself. -C |
Theme 1: Interactivity of recovery challenges for ICU survivors and caregivers
Life was turned upside down
S (In the following, S stands for the survivors): Who am I? I don’t know. Being ill and dependent for so long has become part of who I am
C (In the following, C stands for the caregiver): I didn’t feel so emotional about myself – that it was hard on me, but I felt so bad for him and the children. I don’t really think there was any room in me for more emotions
Situational overstrain
S: I had this nightmare that, I, and I had it a lot, that I was being victimised….
C: I’m really worried about him leaving…What if he can’t handle it…Even when sleeping, I check on my husband
Isolation without compassion
S: People…sometimes don’t know what you go through. They think that because you are in one piece, everything is fine. But inside I’m all screwed up now
Empowerment conflicts
S: I hate that my family and friends treat me like a patient… I am going to forget about the fact that I inserted an artificial pacemaker
C: …It’s not something that I can make him do [exercise], he has to want to do it, but he also has to feel well enough that he wants to do it. And I think that’s part of the problem that he just doesn’t feel well
Marginalized support
C: I mean around here you’re not going to find any medical help that’s going to be decent
Theme 2: Independence of recovery challenges for ICU survivors and caregivers
Recovery means silent suffering
S: Now I get some other pills, but I don’t take them because they make me dizzy. I get tired and have difficulties concentrating
S: …There were also feelings of guilt for having survived, while so many others died
S: I am bitter, why would I be punished, I don’t get any understanding or acceptance for my situation. I didn’t ask to become ill.
Gap in memory
C: And you said my daughter and your husband have filled in some of the gaps… Oh yes. I wouldn’t know if they hadn’t told me because I wasn’t here. Well, I was, but I weren’t, was I?
S: My daughter says, “This is no longer a topic. You are well and on the road to recovery now.”
Sacrificing to caregiving
C: I feel a considerable burden to handle everything
C: You have to be strong, and thus you end up neglecting much of your own feelings
C: I know he is scared, but he doesn’t seem to realize how hard on me this is…how hard it is for our kids
Theme 3: Interactivity of recovery coping strategies for ICU survivors and caregivers
Reorientation of mindset
C: As time passed, however, there was a process of healing
S: I have got such a different outlook on life…I’ll have the odd day where I will dwell a bit…but everyday is a new day and its a beautiful day…I’m a different person
Cultivating inner power
S: I say to my wife: I am “manic” positive!
C: Prayer is helping me a lot
S: It’s probably subconsciously realizing how fragile life is and things I would never have noticed before
Sharing burden with an open-ear
C: I told my son that daddy was in the ER. He was startled and said he was coming…he contacted his brothers and sisters and came with them. I can stand it because my kids are always supportive
S: I think it is better to talk about things than hiding them. Some things are hard, though
Going through thick and thin together
C: …if he heard me or not, I didn’t know. … And I just wanted to be here. That’s all. I just wanted to be with him Just be there (in a very affirmative tone). . .
S: …(When asked about the importance of companionship) I feel it is good for the patient. At least I hope so, and it was good for me
Negotiating care level
S: I liked feeling like I was part of the decision-making
C: So, I said that either he would pull himself together and take a walk, or I would go to the summer house and he would have to manage on his own. I was so angry that I cried. But then he got up and walked to the beach and back
Theme 4: Independence of recovery coping strategies for ICU survivors and caregivers
Wearing a faked smile
S: I watch nature, which helps me concentrate on other things than my pain
S: It is painful and I try to conceal that my whole-body shakes. I don’t want my family and friends to see this. It really doesn’t affect them much, but rather myself when I’m on my own
C: I don’t know what they’re going through, and they don’t know what I’m going through!
Developing daily routine
S: However, my head was as good as it could be, so I wanted to be independent. I keep on doing things all the time. To do some exercising—then you get things done, not just sit down and think
S: Yes, I use post-it everywhere; otherwise I would forget
Seeking respite
C: You just give up and let things go at their pace