Background
Methods
Study design
Participants
Data collection
Q1. | What are your responsibilities on a daily basis? |
Q2. | What is your opinion of your job? Can you talk about your feelings? |
Q3. | What is the opinion of your work held by your relatives and friends? Can you provide some examples? |
Q4. | What kinds of experiences do you find challenging in caring for the elderly with a disability? Can you provide some detailed examples? |
Q5. | How do you deal with these challenges? Can you provide some detailed examples? |
Q6. | What kinds of things make you sad in caring for the elderly with a disability? Can you provide some detailed examples? |
Q7. | How do you deal with these sad feelings? Can you provide some detailed examples? |
Q8. | How do you feel about elderly inpatients with physical disabilities? Can you talk about your feelings? |
Q9. | How do you feel about your own family? Can you talk about your feelings? |
Q10. | How have you changed since doing this job? (physical change or psychological change) |
Q11. | If you had the chance to choose this job again, would you continue to do the job of caring for the elderly with disabilities? Why or why not? |
Q12. | Is there anything else that you would like to add? |
Data analysis
Results
Participant characteristics
Characteristic | Categories | Frequency (N = 12) | Characteristic | Categories | Frequency (N = 12) |
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Gender | Male | 3 | Religion | None | 10 |
Female | 9 | Christian | 1 | ||
Age | 50–54 | 2 | Buddhist | 1 | |
55–60 | 4 | Institutions | SanTi* | 10 | |
60–64 | 5 | Housekeeping company | 2 | ||
65–70 | 1 | Length of Service (in years) | 1–4 | 6 | |
Residential Area | Rural | 12 | 5–9 | 1 | |
Education Level | None | 2 | 10–14 | 1 | |
Elementary school | 5 | 15–19 | 1 | ||
Middle school | 4 | ≥ 20 | 3 | ||
High school | 1 | Number of Disabled Elderly Inpatients Cared For | 1–3 | 7 | |
Marital Status | Married | 11 | 4–5 | 1 | |
Widow | 1 | >10 | 4 |
Themes
Themes | Codes | Quotes |
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Caregiving Threats | Sleep Deprivation | “It’s hard, I can’t sleep at night…my eyes are dry. He needs daily infusions, and last until midnight. After that, he’s usually ready to get out of bed and go out. But if he were to get up, he wouldn’t even be able to walk…. I can only sleep a little at night, sometimes a couple of hours, sometimes less than an hour.” (P10) |
Radiation exposure | “Every time a patient has a CT scan, you know about radiation, a doctor said one of members should stay in the room, you know…only I was there….” (P12) | |
Pain | “He stood up, and I knew I’d support him, but he resisted and hit me with a crutch. Even though he was fighting me, I couldn’t lose my grip, I was afraid he would fall.” (P7) “ He (the old man) is very heavy, I roll him over with one hand and pat his back with the other, and my hands hurt. My hands hurt now…” (P9) “Although I’m strong…. But I felt exhausted, I hurt my waist. Now if I use a bit of strength, it would be painful in my back.” (P10) | |
Guilty conscience | “You can only take care of one. If you take care of this, you can’t take care of the other.”(P10) “My mother is also hemiplegic, and she stays at my sister’s. Sometimes when my mother calls me, I’m in a bad mood and I cry and I wonder why I can’t take care of my parents.” (P5) | |
Inferiority | “I talked to my family every day. If they asked me [what I was doing], my answer was, a cleaner. If they knew, they’d feel sad. I’d take it for myself. I wouldn’t tell them.” (P9) “Doing this job, I have low self-esteem. When my friends and relatives asked me about it, I told them that I were doing hygiene and I did not dare to say that I were serving people. If they knew that I served the elderly, they would laugh at me.”(P5) | |
Isolation | “I have always been depressed. I’ve never laughed, now I just look at my phone and I have a few friends, but I don’t talk to anyone…they [my friends] were chatting in the WeChat group, but I didn’t participate. I don’t like to talk or laugh with other people….” (P5) | |
Fear | “I have to do well once I’ve taken care of my patient, no mistakes, no losses, I’m afraid a little mistake will happen. I can’t do anything wrong or harm, can I? No” (P5) “You know, hospitals are always full of germs, a bit of a worry, a bit of a thought, like I’m trying to get lucky…. He [the elderly patient] had bacteria in his urine, and I had to wash my hands every day after helping him, and before I ate, I washed my hands. It was a bacterial infection, and I was a bit scared.” (P7) | |
Motivations | Conscientious | “The patient is innocent, and I don’t care about his family members. I do it according to my conscience. Everyone else [other caregivers] must feel the same way….” (P5) “This work was hard, but it was ‘okay’ if you were used to it…. It’s about setting a good example for my granddaughter, she was proud of me….” (P2) |
Caring Experience | “I had been a barefoot doctor in my town when I was young…. Whatever comes my way, I’m ready to tackle it.” (P2) “I had been a barefoot doctor in my town when I was young…. Whatever comes my way, I’m ready to tackle it.” (P2) | |
Healthy body | “I am fit and have no difficulty in taking care of the elderly… As long as I’m physically able to do so, I’ll continue to do so.” (P4) “I’m healthy, and I’m doing well…. I manage to go on….” (P9) | |
Offspring’s Online Companion | “My daughter and son knew it was a 24-hour job, and it was tiring, so in winter they sent me some local dishes, and during Chinese New Year they ordered food for me over the phone.” (P7) | |
Parents’ support | “When I couldn’t go back home, my father said, ‘Okay….’ He said, ‘I understand you, and you don’t have to come back’.” (P3) | |
Siblings’ Help | “…my dad had a car accident, suddenly he couldn’t walk; my sister took care of him for a few days; my brother came back for a few days; my sister often video-chatted with me….” (P10) | |
Couples’ Support | “My wife looks after elderly people in another ward. She admires my work, I’m fine, I told her, the nurses, the doctors, no one said anything bad about me, they all complimented me….” (P12) | |
Pay satisfaction | “To make it, even though I was embarrassed at times, I knew that I had to keep going and find ways to make money.” (P11) | |
Being approved | “When the doctors do their rounds and I have to give [the patient’s condition] so that they know what the patient’s specific condition is…. Both the doctors and leaders trust me.” (P2) “When I stood at the door, she [the elderly patient] couldn’t see me, and she would call me, ‘Zhang-Zhang…’, repeatedly until I answered. If she was reading a book, she would always read it, then look at me, and then read on. She was afraid I’d leave.” (P4) “The daughter is worried about me going home. When I went back to the house for eight days, she called me four times….” (P3). | |
Emotion benefits | ““My sick mother died in hospital. Sometimes I look at her (the patient) and I feel like I’m back with my mother”.” (P1) “I was in contact with him [the elderly patient] for a long time, compared to my parents…. It was a 24-hour shelter, with some emotion.” (P2) | |
Responsibility Management | Regularity exploration | “I know everything about him, eating, temperament, bowel movements, all regular. I’ll get it in time… I’m basically okay with whatever it is.”(P7) “It’s difficult if you don’t explore (the law)… No matter how much I sleep, when he goes ‘hum, hum’, I know he’s being re-positioned” (P1) |
Skills exploration | “ I looked after an elderly woman who weighed over 200 pounds… I also use dexterity; it is impossible to move a patient by brute force alone. All these methods are done by myself, by slowly finding them out.” (P10). “When we meet, you talk about your patient, I talk about mine, how can we take good care of him, as we have been taking care of him for a long time, we understand in general, but some people who have not taken care of the elderly, they do not know, so we will talk to them. We communicate together to help each other.”(P12) | |
Rationalization | “We came from a rural area, we took care of the men, wiped their bodies, we felt embarrassed…. It’s a shy thing, and it’s more embarrassing…but he’s a patient, male or female patient, you have to take good care of them.” (P10) “He [the elderly patient] was like a child, really, if you got angry with him, you would make things worse. You just have to persuade him, sometimes you have to praise him, just like a two- or three-year-old child.” (P8) “He’s noisy when he’s wet on the skin, and when I’m wet on the skin I feel uncomfortable too. So you change them—the sheets and the urine pads—in time, right?” (P2) | |
Religion | “It is good to help sick people. He [the elderly patient] was given to me by God…. I’m doing it all the time.” (P3) | |
Fear | Fear of becoming a disabled elderly person | “I would be afraid if I got old. I’ve seen old people dying [in hospitals], The old man [the elderly patient], is pitiful and lonely. When the old people died, there were no families around.” (P4) “I have no money, When I was old and sick, I would go to the mountain and drink medicine by myself, and I will not tell anyone about it.” (P5) |
Fear of no followers | “When we were old like them [the elderly patients], nobody did it for us. In the one-child generation, a couple is responsible for four old people, and if they were all in bed, the couple wouldn’t have time for them.” (P4) |